Better times

Today, just like any other day, life happens. Stress doesn't bother to knock on the door, and makes herself at home. How do I know is a "she"? Well, I heard a person say, you can tell when there is woman's touch in a home. So, based on that comment, I can assure you, that when stress is around you can feel  her "touch" in my life. I can barely remember the last time she came, leaving her messy trail behind her.
How could I let this happened again? Was it due to lack of experience, focus or organization? Maybe a mixture of all of them. I wish I knew when exactly this started to happen, when did this fracture in time took place? A moment of weakness that for sure.
Now that she is here, there is only one way to go, the same way every time, fight against food and procrastination, their lovely companions, and sometimes insomnia likes to share the bed with me, but not so much this time.
A fracture in time is barely noticeable, is a microscopic rupture of my time in life, when happiness and joyful moments take a nap for what is to come. I know how this goes and I know how it ends. Soon the fracture in time will be no more and everything will go back to normal.
I'm longing for that time already. Better times.

First time

There are many first times in our lives, more than we wish it would happen, the first time can have many faces, can come disguised as a sweet smile, a bright moment shining over you in the most lost-like situation, can also be a scene that will make you share a tear or in my case many, all the time or, can come when you expect it the least of want it the least.

This is just another one, but sometimes we forget to enjoy what it feels, wanted or not this moment will never come back, life will go by, and we will remember those moments as our precious treasure buried in our minds, coming to overwhelmed us with a constant stream of feelings, good, bad, that is not what is important, but they're ours.

So embrace the funny, dull, embarrassing, intense, ridiculous, wonderful, happy or perfect little pieces of your life. One day you will smile or share a tear when you remember them. So this is me embracing a new moment in my life, experiencing it fully and taking it all in. My first time blogging. I still don't know if the pit in my stomach I'm feeling right now are butterflies fluttering around or hunger, might be both. So if you read this, please be kind but honest because this is what I cherish the most.